:p

funny, but not so funny.

its like choking on your own saliva or worst, your own tongue after laughing so hard.

or, laughing so hard until your jaws dislodge or something like that.

Before marriage

He: yes! i've been waiting for this moment!
She: do you want to leave me?
He: no! Don't even think about it!
She: do you love me?
He: of course! over & over!
She: have you ever cheated on me?
He: no! why are you even asking that?
She: will you kiss me?
He: every chance i get.
She: will you hit me?
He: are you crazy? i'm not that kind of person.
She: can i trust you?
He: yes...
She: darling!

After marriage:

Just read it from bottom to top

my brother got married last weekend, alhamdulillah, everything went well. not quite a few teary jerky eyes during the akad nikah too.

the bersanding ceremony was happening la. pelamin cun, baju pengantin cun, makeup cun, food best. the karaoke session ended up with our family sorta taking over with the raffalis taking center stage. Ana wasnt all that bad belting out Mencintaimu. Am seriously thinking of hiring Ana and her band to sing at my wedding. seriously! then Acat crooned to fantasia bulan madu. bleh tahan la dude. tarik sore tu! but note to self: NO DJs. N-O D-Js!!. The bertandang session is at my house next week. aku tak dpt balik awal... :( soonest is friday. kesian me mom la and me dad. will pester my sister to balik awal and show face la at least kan kalaupun tamo buat keja. huhu.

anyways...congrats and good luck bro, am praying for your happiness, insyaallah will get another kid soon eh? :)

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with my brother's wedding settled now its really time to get in gear for my own wedding. erm. 4 months more to go.

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*panic*

my.

own.

wedding.

!!!!!!!!!!!!

breathe in, now, zaza.

now breathe out.

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*gaaaaaaaaa!!! masih panic!*

so many things on my plate now.

work not pleasant. april-may fully booked. wargh!

house renovation - need to nail down the army of contractors by the end of the month. kalau tak..lepas kawin tak dapek masuk umah baru! shites! need to decide how i want the kitchen to be. need to decide how the plaster ceiling should look like. cornice? modern? need to also decide to do the built-in wardrobe first or the flooring first? what about the paint? the grille? the electric pagar? alarm system?

find tenant for honeh's house - i'm SO not a salesperson. honeh is. he can talk , oh yes he can. erm..but i have to do this, i'm his missus. buckle up zaza!!

breathe in, now, zaza.

now breathe out.

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wedding stuff. Finally settled the honeymoon booking and itinerary. Am going to Bandung next week to get as much things done as possible in three days. All three wedding kebayas. Am praying hard that the bandung tailor is as good as he claimed to be. or at least is as good as the photos he showed me. Then honeh's fabric for his bajus as well. Also need to buy all three majlis' fabric for the family. Wedding favors. Invitation. 3 days. less than 72 hrs. go zaza go zaza you can do it breathe drink lots of water and dont eat yes thats it, thats it, breathe calculate the money you spend breathe drink lots of water and dont eat.

should i be panicking or should i be panicking?

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